Home Away from Home

for everyone who thinks that this is still my blog i have a different one at ungoandbungo.blogspot.com so check THAT because THIS one is NEVER UPDATED. ok just clearing things up. peaceout.

9/11/2001:in memoriam

It's been 2 long years since those bastards destroyed a landmark, and for me this is one sad day as well.

Today: I went to these places i love for the last time
Costco
King's
Bed, Bath, and Beyond (a recent acquaintance, but important nonetheless)
Family Fun Arcade
Ricky's House (good times, good times.)

And today, this is the last time i blog on this blog.

savor the moment my friends, SAVOR IT.

later.

pretty much everything has been packed into boxes, and now my room doesn't look much different. i guess you could say i'm leaving stuff here so i can come back to it. It's kind of ironic that i named my blog "home away from home" especially since i'm actually leaving now, going to a place that hopefully will feel like a home away from home. but here is where i live anyway. i'll be back. even after i graduate, i want to live in california, maybe not so cal, maybe not northridge, but in california. i love this place. i guess i'll be seeing everyone on friday then. thanks steve and rick for coming over and chillin today, got a lot of stuff done because of you guys. you being lazy makes me remember that i can't be lazy. so that was good. i hope you guys have a good time after i leave. i'll miss all you guys a bunch.

sharon
hanna
ricky
steve
molly
brian SKARIN

see you guys.

later.

yea so i'm finding it extremely depressing that i'm packing for school today and the rest of this week. i mean. facing all this cap about going away when i didn't have the chance to do what i wanted with all of my friends just bums me out. but making plans for the future makes me happy. i'm coming back. and i ain't telling my parents about it. and i'm chillin at other peoples houses, and my parents won't know about it. oh god. it's just like the feeling of ditching school all over again. i love it. -.-

Anyway, i think i have most of my stuff i need, now i just gotta stuff all of this crap into boxes. i move in saturday morning, the halls open up early so i'll probably leaving home earlier. probably around sunrise. :D
I'm gonna miss my room like hell. and i'll miss people around here too yada yada yada.

later.

"...This man seems to me to be the victim of a small-minded and possessive mother. Here she is, still coming to speak for him; earlier in his life when he was defenceless and entirely dependent upon her, she had prevented him from developing according to his own aspirations. She had been left a widow with this only child, and lived always in fear of losing her one remaining treasure. She had kept him constantly under her protection; she refused him everything that contained the slightest element of risk; she chose his profession with only one thought in her mind; that of ensuring his security."

-P.T.

I'm saving this book for college. i don't intend on finishing it anytime soon, nor do i intend to resell it after i'm finished with it. I'll probably spend most of today just packing the things i'm not using right now, the clothes i'm not wearing, and anything that can't be packed in 5-10 minutes. i'm looking forward to friday night. and morning, of course.

lata.

BLOGGING:begun @ 9:49:00

Molly:I'm just gonna be a trophy wife. i hate school.

Who's lazy now? :D

What would i give to waive 4 years of college:
one of my left toes
my left pinky
a patch of hair (be permanently bald in one spot)
a kidney
a "centimeter" of my heart
one of my shins
my right ear
1/4 of my "true love"
all of my left toenails
the tip of my tongue (a lisp)
all the cartilage in my nose
my left thumb
BOTH of my breasts (pepe and jacque)
my ability to taste shrimp
give up JAG for MONDAY nights every week for the rest of my life

why don't you make a list?

lata.

Sum 41 - Hell Song

BLOGGING:begun @ 5:09:25

So i'm leaving in less than a week. by this tim on saturday i'll be in scenic San Luis Obispo along with a few thousand other people, including andrew gardikas, my roommate. we'll see how that goes. today was actually my last sunday at church, and i must regret to say that i didn't stay for the entire day. i guess i was too tired, too swamped to think about the fact that that will be the last time in a long time i will go to church dressed up, as a regular, that early in the morning. It'll be the last time i see all my church people dressed up too. and i guess in a way, that's a frightening thought. but also, it's comforting, because on sundays at church is always the time when we feel the least like ourselves. at least i do. but i know most of you guys don't, so boo-hoo on me. i guess i'm a little upset about leaving, but i'm more excited than i am upset, so i'm looking forward to it. knowing that i'll be gone ina few days isn't exactly thrilling, but it's exciting, and a little unnerving. so this will probably be the end of my "oh i'm going to college so be sure to miss me and remind me to tell you how much i'll miss you" posts. another chapter of my life begins to unfold...

How cheesy is that.

lata.

"...Sancho Panza has in fact the advantage over you and me of being a finished product. He is all taht Cervantes has said of him, but nothing more. I, on the other hand, can speak endlessly of myself, to myself or to someone else, without ever succeeding in giving a complete and truthful picture of myself. There remains in every man, even for himself, something of impenetrable mystery."

-Paul Tournier

I think i've found my hero.

lata.